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[09 Sep 2007|12:37pm] |
54 weeks ago was when I last wrote in the journal.
Well, a LOT has happened.
FUCK alabama
HELLO brooklyn!
also, fuck directv, hello kenneth cole!
I might start writing in this again.
Well, I work at Kenneth Cole 40 hours a week. At their biggest store in Rockefeller Center. I run around everywhere, all over the store, selling items. My feet hurt a lot. I need a good pair of shoes but I literally do not have a dime to my name, well maybe a few. I dont get paid for another 10 days. But when I do, its going to be a FAT paycheck. We are talking, 10$ an hour PLUS commision. :)
Today is my off day but Mel works. So I decided that the ONLY things I will be doing today are:
clean my room, and I mean REALLY clean it
take a shower
then....nothing!!!!
Its going to be fun
:)
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[20 Aug 2006|04:43pm] |
http://www.cnn.com/2006/US/08/20/coverstory.tm/index.html
I think thats very interesting..haha. For people who dont want to read it, it pretty much says that Hilary Clinton is ready to run for a seat in the senate again. And she pretty much has no compition, yet she is raising a lot of money. So people are beliving that she is raising the money to run for president.
we can only hope.
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[20 Aug 2006|11:54am] |
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hi mel
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| To the bottom of the earth I had to fall |
[17 Aug 2006|06:24pm] |
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but you caught me, you really caught me dear
to the bottom
where I'd fall
I'm having my breathing problem more frequently. I try to take a deep breath but I can't...it just stops, and I have to take another breath in order to get air in my lungs.
I'm super stressed and nothing seems to help these days.
I work 40 hours a week, 630am to 3pm...and all I want is a good 8 hours of sleep but that is so impossible. What is good is that I have my first pay check, what is bad is that taxes took about 85 dollars out of it. Fucking bullshit. Whats also bad is that most of this check is going to the art institute of seattle, because I missed a few payments of my 2250 dollar loan that I owe. Oh and did I mention I only went there for half a quarter?
And then on top of that I have no father. Well, I do...but he wants nothing to do with me. I havent talked to him in about 3 going on 4 months. I emailed him on fathers day, wishing him a good one...no reply. I emailed him the other day telling him about how awesome my job was...no reply. Then today i talk with my brother for the first time in about 2 months, only to find out that my father talks with him and is flying him out to see him in a few weeks. My father lives in Miami now. I'm too upset to cry. I'm so exsausted.
and on top of all that is huntsville alabama sucks. Mel and I are moving to philadelphia immediatly...well when we save up enough money. *hopefully* by December. But I dont want to leave my job, its the best one I have had so far and I'm not even out of training yet!
mel is equally as stressed.
god I need a change. and sleep.
and and and and and....
oh...good news is that we get to see band of horses for my bday! they play the day before in birmingham..thats going to be so fucking sweet!
but we might not...depends on money...so I wont hold my breath...harharhar.
bye.
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[13 Aug 2006|06:31pm] |
yeah, I got a job at a DircTV call center..haha they pay bank!
whhaattt
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[23 Jul 2006|12:39am] |
a lot has happened these past weeks.
and I dont feel like explaining it all.
buuutttt Band of Horses is playing in Nashville two days before my birthday so thats really awesome.
wooohoo
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[04 Jul 2006|12:24pm] |
a lot has been going on these past...week and a half? went to maryland for a few days, from there mel and I drove to richmond to hang out with my friend chip. I had an amazing time. Thursday we leave, get to her moms house and stay the night. Friday we leave for richmond to stay the night with chip again, Then hopefully on saturday we will be in huntsville.
I'm so tired! but im having a blast in NJ. We went to a abanoned metal hospital twice, went into the building once! scary! and we saw a dancing jesus, we went to long island beach and nyc.
and a ton other places.
and yeah, im done for now.
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[23 Jun 2006|02:42pm] |
so I'm in NJ right now. It's been fun, hanging out with mel's friends and such. We are really into going and finding the "Weird NJ" shit. We cant wait to start doing it down in alabama. Krys wants to do it too.
w00t
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| happy-youre-a-bad-father(s)-day |
[18 Jun 2006|04:02pm] |
My father really doesnt deserve a "happy fathers day" email that I have been putting off writing all day. I have 8 more hours until its Monday, so he can wait. He hasnt been a father to me or my brother the past...4?years. So, agian, he can wait. He's lucky he's getting an email.
whatever.
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| a big "wtf?" |
[17 Jun 2006|06:22pm] |
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So today was Megan's grad party and it was mostly family, I mean like 30 plus people there were her fam. and there was like maybe 5? of her friends. So megan's aunt came up to all of us hanging out and was like, "So you guys are all graduated?" and everyone went around and said either "yes" or "not yet" and when it comes to me I said I dropped out last year and she looks at me with a lot of disgust and says "why?" and I told her that I wasnt going to pass my classes and I would have to stay another year and that I wanted to get on with my life. And then she asked if I had a job and I said yeah, and then she said to everyone "well we are very proud that megan graduated"
and yeah, I was like...what the fuck?
I have my GED bitch, so shove it.
but megen explained to me later that she was weird and not to take anything from it.
not that I would of anyways....
whatevs.
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[16 Jun 2006|03:47pm] |
it's a war right now between my mother, brother and I
3moredays.
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| chapter 13 |
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So, this is my 13th move in my 19 (almost 20) years of living.
I think that this is the most excited I have been about a move though. More than me moving to Seattle, or me moving back "home" from seattle. Of course I say "home" cause I don't have a real one. So my "home" is where my mom is and where I lived for a year, chesapeake, va. Of course when she moves I won't have a "home". Maybe huntsville alabama will take over that place.
hmm who knows?
So here is my schedule:
this coming monday- mel comes to pick me up
she drives with her friend adam from new jersey to virginia. they get here around 2, they rest for a bit, then we drive back to nj all in the same day.
26th of june- go to maryland until july 1st
mel's step mother has to have surgery in maryland and we have to stay down there long enough for her to recover. since mel and I both used to live in columbia marylamd, we know poeple there and we know where to go and its going to be a whole lot of fun. then we drive back up to nj
anytime after july 1st-we leave to start a new life in a new town
-mel and I are going to be living with her sister (krystal aka krys) and her sister's boyfriend (chris)
-krys has lived there for 4 years, chris has lived there his whole life
-we will stay with them until mel and I can afford our own place.
since mel and I both are avid lovers of photography
expect tons of photos
through out our long road trips and living down there.
hi, i'm jessica
aka
jcouch
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